dear jon...

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone

Don't you think I was too young

To be messed with
The girl in the dress

Cried the whole way home, I should've known.

Well maybe it’s me
And my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it’s you and your sick need
To give love and take it away

struggling...

God says that He'll never give us anything more than we can handle right? How come we always forget this fact when we're in the middle of it all? All we ever need to do is look to Him. Cry out to him and He'll be right there comforting us and giving us the reassurance that we WILL get through this. Some lessons just hurt to learn, but we have the hope and the promise that we will come out on the other side of it better for having gone through it.

What i really struggle with is waiting for the "storm" to be over because i know that God's promise will come true. in the midst of my problems i have the hope that he will get me through this, its just the being through it part that i get impatient for. i guess im just struggling with patience and trying to keep my chin up. I'll be completely honest. I'm having an extremely rough time right now, just making it through life. my problems probably happen to everyone and arent really just localized to just me, but that doesnt make them hurt any less. I'm just trying to wait on the Lord and His promis that i will get through this. Its hard sometimes but i will be fine.

Peace.